where i hang

She watched him from the passenger side

His hands on the steering wheels

Her hand in another

Secretly in the dark solitary

Humming an anonymous song

He had a chameleon voice

This man she barely knew

Crouching bare feet feeling the back of the fake leather car seat

Her lips landed anonymously on his neck

Sweet scent of drenched wantonness

There ain’t no happiness in this

There ain’t no happiness out of this

Anyway

They were friendly

Strangers

The ever unanswered phone

Leaves marks on the ear

Your bitch await

On the other side

Across the frik’in waters

Hate for you stirred churned the ocean

All the fishes feed on

Like little plankton that breeds on

Still it haven’t change the fact

I’m a bitch for you

That humps your leg

For a pet on the head

And I’ll forgive you

For every call unanswered

Every word unreturned

Isn’t human ever so low

Lower then the dial tones and

Computer recorded voicemail

Though I still love you

I was raised up

With Disney princesses and classical music

Mother wanted me to be

The perfect lady

She can only imagine

Me as a virgin

She wrote me off

Like a clean sheet of tissue

Father he prohibited

Me to grow up

Into something

But I grew up into

A monster

Of them

A lonely broken twisted

I lost my soul in France

I sit here empty

Or did I lost my soul here

Went soulless to France

And back

Finding it

Not finding her way back

I sit here empty

I sit here absent

I sit here bare and naked

Waiting for her to come back

Wake me up

Talk to me

When I’m sober

Talk to me when I’m not

Sober

Which is better

Which hurts less

I smell too good

I smell myself like smelling another

I lost my soul

Naked me, Lets fuck

Close your eyes itll be over in a second

Or you want it the hard way?

Take my hands, Metropolises,

Put me on your plate

Cause you know I taste great

Kiss me till the morning light light

The history book forgot us, the bible didnt mention
us.

Take my bra maybe I will miss it or not

You dont love me and I dont love you

The violets hadnt gone blue for us two

I am just one another loneliness

Just like any other lonely miss

Those pretty words taken between the
fingers

Smeared on my unclothed back

Along with the sky of five

Friend is a four letter word

F, U, C, and K

Fuck

I said I need to write some dirty poem

You said grab hand full mud and smear it

That’s no you not that dirty not do

Than I’ll help you that’s good great fabulously swell

Shoved away my leg

Ripped those little laces

Snatched out the hard working meat

And plunged it in

How raw of you I said

Maybe others will like it

Fulfilling their little twitter beads

Pulled out my boobs I sucked myself

Looked in awe and everybody else

Maybe if it’s 3D emotional

Crowd will like it more

Jerking off in front of

And the cat walked by

clench a claw ripped scrunch

and blood went out

now you see the poems bloody

satisfying ain’t it all?

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Lips of shiver

Strands go wild in pieces hair

Soaking sodden quiver queer

Haze grew thicker meter pop

Splashing

red liquid run

dart all might duck for

shelter cover your eyes

gripping harder wrench it jerk

bounce away

leave your sweater in my closet

take all my shoes

suck my puff of double happiness

rock astound rake the furs down lower

and lick the sweet sensation clean

lick the mess you made I made he made her

feed the berries feed it on fed on

rock to rock jazz to jazz

all music come in purpose of

crazy homo sapiens interactive play

fumble through those trembling bazaar

squish chance of finding

what all came for

shut it on if you can’t read it

thrust it on and make love with it

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if my tears and mine only

are pearls of middle east

buried in sand in the great ruins of babylon

will you drink?

will you drink it not?

if they aren't if

if tears of me ran from stewers from toxid waste for bad taste

of tumor of humor of morden culture

will you drink it?

will you drink it still?

if your tears yours only are none but the above

the ladder than upper

will you drink it?

will you lick it when it slowly silentingly trickle 

tickeling down your tragicly dramatic cheek?

do they still ring

your hair strands mingle of hair spray

like beautiful fingers of guitar players folk singers

under the stars by the bonfire

just as the night of eighteen we all used to remember

will you? will you still?

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what a fine day!

*teeth smile*

of course how's your day the greatest?

*kiss on cheek*

Have you eaten?

Had lunch yet?

Care to join me with supper?



your eyes glitter like the christmas tree lights on madison avenue

your hair is the milky way of shimmering 

i can see shooting stars in your eyes

your white bosom white as silk as snow as soft as fawn

your sweet kiss like chocolate like marshmellow kisses

violets are blue roses are red 

sheeps are sleeping on the ground

and i love you 

twisted around

inside out and out side in

in and out and ont and in

a puddle of mud

smoke

good bye nice day i'll call you if Im gay.

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world of bankrupt corupt and fed up

red cross bleeding 

legs of despire

drank and drunkard every drop

the drug fed up gizziling down thrust

stoned unwillingly by the tide outer unward

how can the force be with

when against and illfriendlyness?

sing no song no more

or have one yet song at all

out of conscience misered I walk

have the months already to end

a patient a insititute

but am i awake ain't i sober still?

down came gravity blood gushed senselessly

twisted into a second

how long have it been?

my spirit came to sight once ahand again

but it is to late to early to regain daylight

want not blind

nor coma alone

for all others stand eyes wide shot and sightless still

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在北京大宅院,

刁花窗櫺的那位,

                七太太,

 似乎仍究陰魂不散

站在窗前

    一望

  望到希臘去

         那兒的神話

                符號

             纏戀

 一直令她無法理解

  

   到了這種田地

 酗著酒精的杭州兒

       吳儂軟語曾經如此香甜

   甜似柚子兒的親軟

    膩的只剩空缺

                黏的令人懷念

     卻無再也法領會

  

    留連紅塵的魂魄們

只因為迷信早已破裂的契約

     還有存在的可能

烙的                 無法翻身

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